Sure do have some lovely red raccoon eyes this morning...ugh! I guess that's what I get for allowing myself to cry myself to sleep last night. I was emotional anyway (thank you mother nature), but then I got to thinking about Bobby, and I was extremely frustrated with Friend (in more ways than one)...add all that up and it wasn't pretty...at all
I love friend to death, but I swear he can be so DAMN frustrating sometimes!! Grrrr Angry Face! I mean, I'm sure he thinks the same way about me from time to time. I swear we are so much like a married couple - we fight all the time, sleep in seperate rooms, and don't have sex...yeah no wonder people think we're married! Anyway, he hurt my feelers yesterday and it pissed me off. Actually, it wasn't really my feelers as much as it was my pride. I know his reasons (even though i don't understand them for the life of me) so I shouldn't be so booty hurt, but I am. Again, thank you mother nature!
I swear being a woman really sucks sometimes...oh wait, most of the time. Guys have it made - they don't have periods, they don't give birth, they can pee anywhere (and standing up for that matter!) and they don't have to go through the female roller coaster of emotions. Jerks!
Anyway, Guys, listen up! I'm going to give you a very helpful piece of advice when it comes to us girls - don't f-ing start something you have no intention of finishing and don't don't DON'T f-ing lead us to believe that something is going to happen if you know from the beginning it ain't! Sorry...just really frustrated...
I need a man...I would love to find mr. right, but currently, I just want Mr Right Now! Actually, I want...as awful as it sounds...I want a freakin butt buddy! yep that's right - a really good friend that, whenever the urge arises, we can call on each other to doink! Thought I had one, but apparently I was mistaken...at least for the time being...
Whoever said women change their mind more often than they change underwear apparently never met the men that have been in my life...
Anywho, enough about that....
It's going to be a really long day, and the last place I want to be right now is work - oh and that's where i'm at! big surprise....
I got off to a late start this morning - isn't it amazing how hard you sleep when you cry first? Then, on my way to work, I saw someone riding a Cushman. And I cried. Yes, I freakin cried. Everytime I see one I think about Papa and all the good times he, mimi and i had together for so many years with the club. Mimi sold mine not too long ago and I'm still really upset about it. She wouldn't let me buy it from her because she didn't want me having the cost of upkeep on it. She thinks I'm ok with it and that keeping the Truck will make it all better. I don't have but a few memories tied to that truck...my cushman, however, I could go on for days with the memories tied to it.
Oh well, nothing I can do about it now...except hope that Don (the guy who bought it) will take good care of it and seriously take me up on the offer that if he ever decides to sell it, I want it...
I should probably get back to work. I just can't concentrate today...all I want to do is cry! I swear if I didn't know any better, I'd think I was pregnant. But I am definitely not that because something (well, actually a couple of somethings) has to happen in order for me to be in that state - and I don't even remember the last freakin time it happened because it's been so damn long!
OK, done bitching for now I suppose....
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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Oh wow! I knew the Old Man had pissed in your cornflakes, but I had no idea it was that bad! Sorry B-Randy!
I still love you!!!
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